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By: Princess_Moi18
Mood: frustrated
Date: 04/08/2008 19:09:13
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People just don't get the fact that they aren't perfect. I go to school with a bunch of people who think they are all mighty and can do whatever they want. They don't get the fact that when they start rumours about you that maybe just maybe it might hurt you. You can tell them a thousand times that you know for a fact it was them. but every time like little perfect angles they denie it. It's like they are immune to everything. No matter what I do no matter what I say they just never get the fact that it hurts and that i don't want to be talked about when I am not around. I don't like to be gossiped about.

All i have to say is  " People if you have something to say come and say it to my face" because if you can't say it to my face then you know for a fact that it is something that will hurt me. Or is something you know will bother me,or get em angry with you. Trust me I am way beyond angry. I am just so frustrated with the fact that I can't do anything talk to anyone with out being accused of something. With out having someone talk about me behind my back. I just can't take it anymore and it is getting to the point that i am so mad at these people that i just dont want to be around them anymore. AT ALL.  I am stuck with these  people in my face every day for the next 2 years and i am getting fed up with the fact that i am the main reason of all the gossip that is going around.

It's pretty sad when you know that no matter what you do they will find something to pick at to make you feel like you are inferiour to them. It's just not fair.

I am just so confused because it's liek i can do nothing right. no matter how hard i try. Something is always wrong with me. I know i am not perfect and at least i can admit it. They can't because they think they are in charge of the world. They think they are the ALL MIGHTY PRINCESSES OF THE WORLD. Wake up your not perfect no one is. So stop making yourself seem better than everyone else by making them feel liek the scum of the earth with all of your hurtfull jokes, untrue rumours, and jsust plain out mean gossip...It hurts and you just odviously don't get that.

they made a comment that it was a 2 way street but they dont get the fact that it isn't it's a 1 way. And unfortunatly it's coming toward me. and i don't think it's fair

 

Love you all

Love: Caitlyne







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From: GrinVilla
09/05/2984 12:08:52
Caitlyne - I'm afraid this might be a cross you have to bear for a while because you stand out on the inside and the outside - you are a wise, beautiful girl and you will have jealous people around you for a long time; the one bit of advice I can give, is just continue being nice to others and being the person you are called to be and everything will fall into place and you will make true friends one day that won't hurt you like this.  On the bright side, this bad stuff really builds your character and you will be a better person for having gone through it - I promise.  Love you and I'm always here if you need an ear! (Hey I've even got two that's doubly good for you!) XOXO


04/10/2008 12:32:57

Miss caitlyen growin gup is hard and no matter where you go peopel are going to be this way.  You can not base what you thinkof yourself based on what people say and do.  It is important that you know who you are and what your goals are.  You need to focus on those.  If you give people the satisfaction of your irritation you feed them what they want to eat.  These poeple thrive on the sadness of others.  You are a very intelligent young lady adn you can't help it if they actually want what you have.  You also have something else that they obviously don't and that is the wisdom to know the difference between being true to who you are and being what others want you to be.  This all will pass and it may seem like a lifetime away but trust in me as your mom and know that the best is yet to come.

 Love you

Mom









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