People just don't get the fact that they aren't perfect. I go to school with a bunch of people who think they are all mighty and can do whatever they want. They don't get the fact that when they start rumours about you that maybe just maybe it might hurt you. You can tell them a thousand times that you know for a fact it was them. but every time like little perfect angles they denie it. It's like they are immune to everything. No matter what I do no matter what I say they just never get the fact that it hurts and that i don't want to be talked about when I am not around. I don't like to be gossiped about.

All i have to say is  " People if you have something to say come and say it to my face" because if you can't say it to my face then you know for a fact that it is something that will hurt me. Or is something you know will bother me,or get em angry with you. Trust me I am way beyond angry. I am just so frustrated with the fact that I can't do anything talk to anyone with out being accused of something. With out having someone talk about me behind my back. I just can't take it anymore and it is getting to the point that i am so mad at these people that i just dont want to be around them anymore. AT ALL.  I am stuck with these  people in my face every day for the next 2 years and i am getting fed up with the fact that i am the main reason of all the gossip that is going around.

It's pretty sad when you know that no matter what you do they will find something to pick at to make you feel like you are inferiour to them. It's just not fair.

I am just so confused because it's liek i can do nothing right. no matter how hard i try. Something is always wrong with me. I know i am not perfect and at least i can admit it. They can't because they think they are in charge of the world. They think they are the ALL MIGHTY PRINCESSES OF THE WORLD. Wake up your not perfect no one is. So stop making yourself seem better than everyone else by making them feel liek the scum of the earth with all of your hurtfull jokes, untrue rumours, and jsust plain out mean gossip...It hurts and you just odviously don't get that.

they made a comment that it was a 2 way street but they dont get the fact that it isn't it's a 1 way. And unfortunatly it's coming toward me. and i don't think it's fair

Love you all

Love: Caitlyne

drama....

it is part of life....and sometimes when you get stuck in the middle of it it can cause real problems..... Okay i have this friend and she is going out with a guy in my class named max... well my other friend like likes max and has not told him about it tell 2 weeks arter they go out and well now max is considering breaking up with my friend soooo that heather is not sooo mad at my friend..... My friend has no idea that that is what max is considering doing and if she knew she would be realy mad at heather..... what am i supposed to do whan 2 friends basicaly hate each other over MAX..... and come on it is max ..... max can be very mean and very selfish and he is mean to everyone.... he has been getting better in some areas and they still like like him why? dont even think about asking me.... so know you may see what my school life is one huge soap opera.....

princess cai cai

Okay well,  In class everyone is supossed to fallow this program called VIP (Values influences and peers). Well on the first day that we started the program it was an introduction and during the second class we talked about good influences and bad ones. Well to day i'm here to tell you about the best three influences in my life. Well there names are David, Jennifer and Karen. Karen is a godd friend and David and Jennifer are my parents... they are the people in my life who I look up to the most and they are always there for me to talk  to. I know that I don't always get along with my parents and that I yell and I scream at them some times when i'm having a bad day... well recently I had one of those bad days and well there were people who were there beside me telling me that I shouldn't listen to what other people say about me and they are just jelouse of what  i have that they haven't got... well I'll tell you what I have that they haven't got... GODD INFLUENCES... I'm not saying that they are the only influences in my life but they are the ones that are always there no matter what...

Well now i have to go Lunch is almost over

Princess Cai Cai

       I have alot of friends one day 2 of them decide to turn there backs on you and they don't leave you alone they keep making you feel like you are worth nothing.... They just keep making you feel that you meen nothing to them...then 2 days later they expect you to be over it and forgive them... I am confused... should i forgive them...the only reason why i am considering forgiving them is because in the bibleit says " you should forgive everytime someone asks for your forgiveness because God will forgive you not 7 times in your life. not 77 times in your life god will forgive you as many times as you ask for forgiveness" Soo... i am confused i want to do what god wants me to do forgive and forget but it is something that i can't decide weshter or not they realy care about me.

Princess caicai