DATE: 05/23/2007 12:09:26 / MOOD: stressed out

I called my worker from Ontario Works to tell them that I am going to London with my little girl and they are only giving me 40.00 for gas and 30.00 for spending money this sucks. I don't know what to do. I called everyone that I can think of but nothing is working. HELP before I have a nevers breack down.

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DATE: 05/15/2007 00:19:10 / MOOD: don't know

For my 25the b-day all I want it for my baby girl to be better.............and that is all I want. Ya today is my b-day and i feel like I am very old

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DATE: 05/14/2007 16:21:35 / MOOD: stressed out

We have the aptement with London now, they just called me today. It is June 4th at 2:00pm. Oh I am happy that it is fast but I am scaryed at the same time.Don't know what to think right now

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DATE: 05/11/2007 11:27:34 / MOOD: frustrated

Well came back from her doctors today. They are sending us to London. But don't know when thou. We are just waitting for the phone call. They want to run more test, blood work, U/S, and the other MRI. So hopeful everything gets done soon. But that is what is going on right now. I feel so hopeless and there is nothing that I can do right now

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DATE: 05/10/2007 12:49:08 / MOOD: frustrated

tomorrow  we go see the doctor again hope everything wroks out

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DATE: 05/07/2007 16:01:54 / MOOD: stressed out

Well we got back it was one long day. They had to put the IV in her foot so that was hard. But now it is the waitting game, her doctors is not in his office until Thruday. But they did find something in the MRI, but the guy that did it does not like the look of it so he wants to do another one. Which that is booked On may 30 at 8:40am. But he said that it does look like cancer. So now the waitting game is about to start. But he wants to see what the doctore wants to do, do another MRI or just go and do a Byopts. I hope to tell you the truth they just do the Byopts. But okay I am going to go now, feeling alittle scaryed right now>Beth

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DATE: 05/07/2007 07:47:09 / MOOD: frustrated

Well in a couple of hours my little girl goes under for her MRI test. I don't know what to feel right now, well I do but I don't know how to deal with it. I mean last night I wanted to just cry and Wake up from this bad dream. I am going to take my camera with me so I can take pictures of her all thought everything but the test becuase you are not alound to take pictures of that, but I am going to ask for a picture of the MRI later from the doctore to see if I can get a copy for it, if I do I will scan it a put it on her so you all can see what is going on. So until I write again, just keep your prayers in for her and thank you everyone for being there for me and reading what I have wrote. So god bless you all and you all have a part in my family's heart

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DATE: 05/07/2007 00:24:41 / MOOD: frustrated

Well 2morrow is the day and I am so scaryed it is not funny. I don't know what to think or what to do, I just hope my baby girl will be find. God I hope nothing is wrong but for some reason I think there is, it may be that as a mother we always think the bad things befor the good things. But it is still growing double it size every two days it looks bigger. Oh please be okay my little girlBeth

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DATE: 05/01/2007 21:31:45 / MOOD: stressed out

Well monday is the day that Baby Tina goes to get her MRI done, I can't wait and then maybe everything will work out for us on that day. I hoep it gets done soon, I mean she has her bad days and her good days, it is more bad days then good days. I really need some help to deal with this, I mean my hubby and my mom and sister are doing really good in helping me but they own can help me so far. WHAT CAN I DO THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!! HELP!!!!

 

 

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